I worry about that way too much. Even though I do change some details like when I see her and stuff, I feel like a lot of crap is pretty obvious. Then I think "why do I care? I either tell her everything or am ashamed to say certain things out loud but kind of want her to know them anyways, and otherwise I wouldn't even post the other stuff here, so what am I afraid of?"
I've been in r/therapists and have seen some therapists that I feel like would be my T, and I get all worried when I see posts from them about a specific client of a "how do I handle (some obnoxious maybe scary or dangerous behavior)?" nature even though there's a gazillion therapists and clients in the world.
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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