My neighbor had a thing, so I got to take Chili dog for a walk which was cool (literally). Then I got my meds and did a bit o' yoga. Now I'm just working on my "crying instead of sleeping" playlist because it needs to be way longer apparently (suggestions of all genres welcome ).

It is bright out there today, and I did not appreciate having to get my meds when the sun was even more in my face while driving than my usual time. Doesn't help I took my glasses off and forgot to put them back on when I left (don't worry, I'm 20/30 in at least one eye so it's legal. On a related note I learned driving in ski boots is legal, and at least one ice coaster has crashed in a ski area parking lot).

When I got back from the hospital I talked to that guy for a few days pretty much just through FB messenger, but I deleted FB, got his number, and said nothing against him, but I needed a lot of space or I'm going to be mean. It's been weeks, and I feel like I should tell him to just move on/forget about me if he hasn't already, but also I feel like I'd be "more alone" although I don't feel right about just "give me a few days" and it's an entirely new year now. I don't know how I feel about relationships in general.

I should probably eat.