I just re-scheduled an appointment at the same hospital where I see my pdoc and when I did I noticed when they scheduled me for a year with my pdoc they didn't schedule me for August or September. Now I'm anxious. My pdoc will probably be able to fix it and I see her Monday but now I'm very anxious about it, especially since I need to cancel or re-schedule June because I'll be on vacation when I'm scheduled. So in theory I could only see her once from May to October and that's just not good at all.


I did finish everything on my to-do list I've been working on for the last 2 weeks so I should feel proud of myself. I'll feel better after I talk to her. I feel like sending a message letting her know this is coming but 3:30 on a Friday is not a good time to reach out. So I'll wait a few days. And since my entire afternoon has been stressful I may take a PRN Seroquel.

Everything is done though. That IS good. And Monday comes soon.