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This is probably one the most painful messages I have had to write. I am not in a good place. I have lost so much again - my candle shop job, my accounting job, and most of all my boyfriend who I loved so dearly.
I feel alone after this last manic descension into hell that lasted nearly three months. Just in and out of the psych ward, so confused, so immersed in all the cognitive distortions. I guess I can't blame my boyfriend for leaving me, but I am left in such despair and heartache. Everywhere, all over my apartment I see pictures of him, and now I have to try and cancel the flight and hotel I made plans for this May. My heart in is in the ground - all the income I lost, how will I make my bills now that I live on my own?
Trying to make the best of it. I apologize to any I offended this go around. I just really hope it's my last go around.
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