I'm feeling manic again today. I've had a euphoric buzz all day and have been super productive. I've been restless, but able to fight it/channel that into getting stuff done. Instead of 12.5 mg, I should probably take 25 mg tonight But, I have a commitment I can't miss tomorrow morning so I don't want to risk getting side effects that could make me not be able to attend the thing I have. This form of manic I can handle-I do much better handling life with a euphoric buzz that I can channel into productivity. And, it's easier for me to socialize. The scary part is what will it turn in to?

I am in a little bit of survival mode because my anxiety spiked today too. My boss is having us sign contracts WAY before I have the opportunity to look for a new job-he is having us sign contracts for next year before other schools even start posting openings for next year. So, if I want to get a new job, I'll have to break the contract I'll need to sign soon. And, my roommate is thinking about moving out of state which means I'll need to move when our lease is up because there is no way I can afford to pay for where we live by myself.

Time to go put my laundry away and then see if I can get my very wired brain to slow down a bit. I have already taken my 12.5 mg of seroquel so, hopefully, that will help.