Haha yeah I just posted a condensed history of our relationship, so if she ever came across it, she might find it extra familiar. Or she might not. Thankfully, the chance is practically nonexistent, and also I don't think I posted anything I wouldn't put my name to if it ever became necessary. It's still unreasonably unsettling, just not enough to keep me from posting.. I guess I already have so many hang-ups about expressing myself that by the time I get to the point of posting something, it already has been working on my internal resistance so hard that something like this just won't be enough to stop it from coming out. I can see how for someone else the feeling would be intense enough to hold them back.