I've been sleeping less lately, although that's as much a matter of choice as anything else. I haven't been feeling too bad of late, although I'm always a moment away from spiraling. I'm still not feeling very hopeful for the future, however, as I continue to feel like I'm just waiting out the days until I die. There's no real way to win; either I continue to live out my unfulfilling life, or I take a change and it all blows up in my face.