I found out my ex husband is no longer dating the woman with dark hair and dark eyes and I am SO relieved!!! A burden has been lifted! Now I don't have to worry about running into them and having him gloat over the fact that she has dark hair and dark eyes - his stated preference to me. I ducked the whole thing and never had to deal with seeing them together, thank goodness!!!

I am also going skiing next Monday by myself and cannot wait. It will be strange to go by myself, but whatever... it is what it is. I tried to get a girlfriend to go with me and she is being lame about it so I am going solo.

My trip to Mexico is now 8 weeks away.

Things are moving in the right direction. Day 6 no smoking. I am restless, chewing gum incessantly and am smoking weed, but at least it's not cigarettes.