@nobodynoz1113, I am sure you’ll find lots of supportive people on here, and many who understand the effects your anxiety has on you.

Your post resonates with me, because anxiety has had a huge detrimental effect on my life. It has caused me a lot of internal pain and suffering. I particularly understand your fear of making even the smallest mistake, and the effect this has on your confidence.

Over time I have learned to manage and adapt, but certain situations, events or people can still trigger it. I have a particular issue with health anxiety, as well as general anxiety.

I can see why your anxiety issues are clouding your thoughts around whether you do or don’t like your job. This is perfectly understandable. High anxiety levels cloud any kind of decision making, and often make it impossible to do.

Have you ever sought help from professional healthcare people, with regard to your anxiety?

When I first became aware of the effects of anxiety on me, I did quite a lot of self-help reading, and this did provide me with some comfort - not least in understanding that I am by no means alone in terms of suffering with excessive anxiety. There is a wealth of information and support available online, as well as books.

Unfortunately, I don’t think there’s one magic solution (or medication) that can make this just go away. In my case, it has taken a lot of patience (with myself), support from my family, doctor, counsellors, and generally reading and becoming aware of tools and techniques that can be used to help me cope and function.

I hope you feel confident enough to continue posting on here. I always find it interesting reading about other people’s experiences.