I don't care about when they do that. I'm not going to (probably wait another year for my pdoc to do it, or get another pdoc) trade too disorganized and emotion to function 80% of the time to too fat and sleepy to do anything decent 100% the time, only for at some point to go to the state hospital where they'll say "you're not schizophrenic. Clozaril is only for schizophrenics" and they'll put me on lithium and discharge me and I'll pee to death.

Ends in death, actually not the worst idea I've had today.