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Still getting used to being back in a regular routine. Can't get myself into working though, everything seems so daunting. Making my bed this morning was such a chore, but I managed to do it and I feel proud of myself. They had me take an Invega shot in the hospital, and it really has slowed me down. I am thankful the insurance doesn't cover it so I can be on the regular pills of risperidone. I really don't like how I feel; I am shaking a lot.
Really missing my boyfriend too, can't believe he left me, but I guess I understand - I feel like I deserve better. I watched a video from my video diary I have on youtube and cried because I was so happy in October. How could all of this have happened like this? I lost my main job too - I feel like everything is gone.
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