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i feel the same too ...... i will never forgive .... i can move on without having to forgive no matter what people think, i am not at the stage in therapy where i can control the anger yet, it is early days, yet i feel sometimes people try to tell me i HAVE to forgive for the anger to stop and it makes me angrier ... i WILL learn not to become angry in time but i will NEVER forgive him ..... it is my choice ..... he hurt too many people and helped split up my parents .....

.....so, i am trying to heal, right now i am in a bad place, but i will be in a good place again, two steps forward, one back .. i will get there .... please don't be silent .... please keep posting..... you help me so much, you inspire me ....

love you, Kerry xoxoxoxoxo