I was never given tangible proof she would leave, but I had a feeling quit or get fired or move positions or something because over the past 3 months she's cancelled about 1/3 of the appointments.
I'm just pissed because at our last session it ended with "hope you feel better" from her and then I had someone else from the office to tell me she's not a therapist anymore. I've had this three times before, two from CMHCs. The other two I didn't mind because they were incompetent. I think the PP one was fleeing from the law or something becuase I just got al etter in the mail the day before saying he's no longer practicing.
I have abandonment fears and at first I didn't want to talk to any of them, and then the whole team and I got pretty "close" (not like platonically or romantically, just in a way they like to talk to me like philosophers discuss various ideas). Now I'm waiting for the other ball to drop and I don't know who it's going to be, but I have an idea...
The rest of the people there are going to try and set me up with a new therapist, but I don't think there are other therapists on my team so maybe I'd get someone from the other ACT team or no one
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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