Thanks you guys.

Stupid emotions, thinking people hate me when I can't tell if they do.
Making me feel guilty. Stupid guilt.
Stupid guilt messing my head up and making me feel like I have to visit my brother in jail... shouldn't feel like that, I know he's bad, he was the one who did the bad stuff, but in flashbacks I always turn it into my fault I was a stupid kid. I can feel my arm burning again.

All because I'm dumb and I think everyone's emotions are to me.

Can't say things... silence isn't a productive way of coping.