@Crazy Hitch it's honestly just luck of the draw. One of the perks of a private school is you don't have the type of behavior issues that happen at public schools. I hope going back goes well for you-you've got this!

Welp, I'm depressed again and was struggling with SI today. I managed to keep enough momentum going to go to the pharmacy, go for a walk, cook dinner, and get the dishes done, but I spent most of my evening completely checked out scrolling on my phone trying to avoid the emotional pain.

I might have to go back on what I said about not taking the meds my pdoc prescribed for my twitching face muscles because I think this is at least part of what triggered depression symptoms. It could be that I haven't taken seroquel for a couple of days too. I think the twitching might have triggered something because every time my nose twitched today was a reminder that I'm a walking pharmacy and that I have a mental illness that's a pain to treat. I was honestly expecting the twitching to go away as soon as I stopped the seroquel. This might be a silly question, but can these muscle twitches be permanent? Seroquel had me feeling amazing, but I hate the thought of taking it to much and the twitches getting worse and/or just never going away. I

won't try the new med until this weekend though, in case it gives me side effects. So, we'll see if/how much my face keeps twitching these next few days.