HUD still hasn't given us our tenants share. They don't answer there emails or the phone. So I have no idea what is happening if anything. We have less than 2 weeks and every is up in the air. I hate our caseworker but I don't want to go over her head because I don't want anything done in retaliation. I have no idea what is happening and it's stressing me out which is making my symptoms worse.

I spent all the money we have already and EBT. I spent it all on food I could eat this week. Last of the groceries come at 6 and it won't last a week. No idea what I'm going to do. I'm scared, I'm hungry, and have no idea what to do. I have no boxes to pack. It's bad.

My parents are letting us borrow money after their bills are paid but we can't move in without huds approval. I'm trying to distract myself but I have such a short attention span like can't light a 3 wick candle short. We'll have two days to pack once I get next months check.

I'm so thankful my husband is on his way home tomorrow. I appear fine to everyone but I'm not.