Also, it's uncomfortable for me to accept that my boss doesn't like me and neither does another superior to me at work. It doesn't make me feel comfortable around them in knowing this. It makes it harder and I constantly feel ill at ease. I try to just focus on the work and pour myself into that, but it's distracting when my boss makes it so obvious that she dislikes me. She chit chats with all other colleagues but me. She spent all of last week away from her desk, when it was just the two of us in our row of cubes for the week. It's just so darned obvious. I have to learn how to accept what I cannot control - and we cannot control what others think of us. It's bugging me though.