My mom tried returning some shirts to walmart. They would only take one because the computer said it was too late for the others. I got the one they took back just one day later. So I went on the walmart app and talked with someone through chat and got it worked it out. I'm really good with communicating online. But I'm almost selective mutism in real life. My brain just freezes.

My birthday is feb 4th but I have no idea when that is. Back in 2014 and 2016-2020 I worked on my birthday. I can't eat cake besides angel food cake. Clearly I don't care. I feel like adults who make a big deal out of their birthdays never had good birthdays as kids and trying are to make up for it.

I'm tired but I keep fighting it for some reason. I could zonk out right. now if I just let mysellf.