So, my long weekend was mainly a bust. I went out only Fri night and saw a friend. The rest of the weekend I mainly spent by myself, except for brunch with my sister Sunday. After having to cancel my skiing plans yesterday, I ended up shopping for new ski gloves and took myself out for lunch. I had 3 glasses of wine at lunch. On my day off, I did very little housework.
Now it's Tue and back to the office, which I'm dreading. Sitting next to a boss whom I know doesn't like me is very difficult. It makes me dread going to work. I think her annual review was due by the 20th, so I think she's finished writing mine. I wonder if I get to read it any time soon. This is something I am completely dreading - I am convinced it will be very negative and unfair. I am expecting this from her, given how petty and immature she is. UGH UGH UGH.
Life sucks right now. Maybe I should think about a new job. It's just SO hard to motivate in that direction. It took me 7 months of interviewing to land THIS job. I just don't know If I am ready to put myself through the process.
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"Twenty-five years and my life is still trying to get up that great big hill of hope for a destination"
~4 Non Blondes
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