Well, if I DO complain a lot, it's due to a lot of frustration coming at me from different directions.

It's Thurs, and I haven't heard from mr fun guy about the weekend. I was hoping to stay over at his place one night after the concert and said as much in our last texts last week. The concert is happening Fri and Sat nights, and I told him I am going to one show or both. No word from him, and I really want to hear from him. I don't want to be the woman who says yes to a guy she likes every time he tries to see me only as long as its convenient for him.

Then of course there is the constant issue of my boss at my heels. Every day I go to the office I have to face her buddying up with my colleagues but not with me. It's an isolating feeling that I have to deal with all day long, 3 days a week. It's demoralizing. I try to ignore it and not let it bother me, but it's there and I know it's happening. She even threw out the plant I gave her for Christmas. She claims the cleaning crew did it, but I know that's not true. They do not throw out personal belongings that we leave at our desks.

And quitting smoking is not getting easier yet. I've made it 2 weeks so far and am still wanting to munch on food, but I can't because of the diet. I am going a bit nuts with it and continue to chew sugarless gum like there's no tomorrow.

All in all, I am Ok though and I am doing well, considering different stressors.