You know when you have a moment where you see a picture of yourself and you’re like “Look how big I got”. It’s bad. It’s real bad. And it’s not like you realize you got that big. Or maybe you did subconsciously because a year ago you found yourself shopping in the plus size section of stores. And you’re wondering why your nearest and dearest didn’t bother to tell you’re huge. I’m having that moment right now. And I’m just not eating again. Ever. And I can’t afford those miracle shots everyone takes.