@Blueberrybook

I'm really happy the SAD lamp has worked so well for you! 😊 That's great. You seem in excellent spirits. And I also think your drawings are cool (don't know if I've already mentioned that?).

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I FINALLY got my vitamin D prescription yesterday and took my first dose. I don't know if it's the vitamin D or the iron pill or what, but I am filled with tons of energy! Omg. My husband had to tell me to calm down. He said I was getting manicky. I just took my afternoon anti-anxiety pills and 100mg of seroquel, so hopefully that calms me the fck down because Jesus Christ!!!! Holy hell. For the love of Pete. I want to run around the apartment complexes right now and it's freezing outside!!!

I'm excited because on Monday I'm going back to my piercer to get my septum ring changed. Yay! I got it down to two rings to choose from and asked my therapist which one she liked more. I'm happy she chose the black, more wintry looking one. 😊 I'm more nervous about this jewelry change than I was about actually getting pierced! I'm worried it's going to look bad or something. I don't know. Irrational fears. I identify irrational fears.