((((kebsfroggy))))

I am so sorry you are feeling this sadness.

I have experienced emptiness ... it is scary.

I found out mine was the result of long-term loneliness.

Have you thought about joining a group - one that takes shopping trips or goes to a casino, theatre, and special landmark sites for even ballgames?

I'm thinking you already have your family around, but how about people for you to enjoy things unrelated to the day to day?

Just a thought.

Hope you are feeling lighter soon.

love and comfort,
night