I have a very strong desire to talk to someone... one person daily. It doesn't have to be the same person each day, but I want to speak in depth with one person a day right now. That's how much support I feel I need at this time... OYE. That's a lot. I've been calling my mother almost every morning, who has filled this role for me. but I cannot talk to her about mr fun guy like I would to a girlfriend. I wan to talk about it all - mr fun guy, my job, my boss, my friendships, winter, life, hobbies. etc etc. I just want to get it out there so that I can unburden my mind from all these thoughts that constantly swirl and gain greater perspective or a different perspective.

And this is why I talk to the girlfriend I spoke of earlier - she is available to talk a lot of the times that I wish to talk to someone... a confidante.