My brain sure didn't work today. I've been struggling to find the words to say, or say the completely wrong thing. Brain fog is a POTs symptom so I think that's what's going on since other symptoms were acting up today too.

Mood wise, I'm stable but suppressing a lot of anxiety. I just want to curl up in my bed and be able to stay there, away from my problems, the rest of my life. If it wasn't for the fact that I am trying to hide my mental health struggles from my roommate, I'd probably just go to bed even though it's only 7:20 pm. I know I have a lot of blessings, but part of me wants a redo of life to see if the redo would be any better.