no need to feel sorry, mb I was just venting.
It just felt like everyone targets me like the other day someone was on the phone and mentioned the previous name of a particular person and I went "oh that's a pretty name" and everyone went on a tangent on how I should read the room, when I just walked in on the conversation, like how tf was I supposed to know? Constantly walking on eggshells, one wrong move and there's an excuse to yell at me