Very sorry. Mental health system is a huge scam! I've been abused in all hospitals last 40 years like you wouldn't believe! They are all sick, incompetent, compassion-less and they NEVER could diagnose me correctly and I've been to one hospital 6 times and it was horrible! One Sr Dr there just told jokes every morning when I was incapacitated and in torture and offered zero help! Last Dr almost killed me several times and I complained and got banned from all practices in MD & DE! Psych techs are the worst people!