Hi,
I feel bad that you were used by this guy. He is a cad in my book. I don't care how good looking he is. I would go get checked for STD just to be on the safe side. Then make a pact with yourself to not look down around this jerk and to be civil but, don't go out of your way for him. Lonliness is very hurtful and a sad way to live. We do some not so wise things when we are lonely and seeking friendship.

I read that you said you are "full", well there are some really nice guys out that that would love to have you if you can look past how gorgeous they are.

I like women in all sizes as long as they take care of themselves and are clean. Sorry, I'm a hopeless flirt, lol.

This past weekend my nephew can to a going away party for my son who is moving to Tennesee to be a Police Officer. He brought a real cute and nicely shaped "girl" to the event. As the night went on and she got drunker, she revealed herself to be a pig. My son asked him to take her out of the party, the other guests were not amused at her antics. Previously, my nephew was dating a largeer "full" girl and we all liked her, she was funny, very well spoken and nice to be around. She had manners and was nice looking. He dumped her, reason..........do I have to say?
Another cad for the books. I told you this to tell you, you don't have to give up your body or values for some creep.

Good luck and be more careful,