Hullo pup,
It is so very difficult for me to reconcile the description of your new diagnosis with the person I met and spent time with in January. I must confess that I can't quite fully grasp on an emotional level what the sensations and perceptions you must be experiencing would be like, but obviously I feel very bad for you and your situation. I'll not pry. Unless you feel like discussing it via PM, I'll let it go, as I can't quite get my mind around what the world must seem like to you at the moment. As always, I'm ready to offer whatever support I can.
HUGS
Cheshire Cat