What does psilocybin do to you mentally? How does it help your mood? Does it alter your brain chemistry? Or give you better insight into your psyche? I've tried being positive last 45 years and it never helped me feel better. I have been in a horrible mood since I got very sick at 13. I started dissociating at 13 and became detached from myself and couldn't relate to myself or friends and family and didn't know what was happening to me. And been sick and dysfunctional since.
And I would never go back to a hospital because they have all abused me since 1990 when I was incapacitated.