What does psylocibin do..this is a difficult thing to explain. For me it isn’t about what it does do as much as what it forces me to not do.
In higher doses it changes my inner dialogue, into a novel one, with no or few remnants of past narratives no matter how entrenched.
I feel like I am seeing and thinking things for the first time, often there is a sense of esoteric understanding, sometimes wonderful physical sensations.
But sometimes it’s work, sometimes the old mind wins and works against the mushroom and then it’s not enjoyable, it can be quite uncomfortable, but I find even that work is fruitful. Being forced to deal with discomfort, there is learning in that too.
I do not recommend or not recommend it.
After a trip and after a good rest, I feel like something has been achieved, though I can never really tell what that is. Maybe like i was able to put a few pieces together in a giant jigsaw puzzle but it’s still too early to know what the picture on the puzzle is.
This is my non scientific assessment of what psylocibin does to my psyche