I can't forgive all the hospitals and Drs that have abused me since 1990. You wouldn't believe the way I've been treated all 28 hospital admissions when I was totally incapacitated.
And my last Dr almost killed me several times and lied about all meds, I complained now I'm banned from all practices in NE MD & DE! I contacted dozens of lawyers and none will take my case against my Dr! And he was one of the better Drs I've seen last 40 years! I've been treated much, much worse!
My last wish before I die is to get back at these sick, incompetent people who abused me!
The sickest Dr I saw was in Philly 1992 and he said "Your anxiety is almost psychotic and you're a schmuck" then smiled and said "You think you're losing your mind!". I had a panic attack at the Art Museum and he said "Wouldn't it have been funny if you died at the Art Museum!" Then he told me he was Head of Ethics at the hospital! He told me he was an admirer of Hitler!