Thank you both for your support… unaluna, I have an IUD (sorry if that is TMI), so my periods are nil these days. I just have no one to communicate with on a regular basis, because I can’t afford to see my therapist more than once every two weeks, I don’t want to burden my friends, I cannot tell my mom certain things, and my dad and I no longer speak. i broke down in public this morning and was sobbing on my way to my car. I just need to know things will work out. I need to know things will be okay. divine, yes I am an artist. I am going to be submitting my jewelry to the community college craft fair this spring, and I am going to tap into the resources there for a job. I spent most of my morning cleaning, because I thought that any activity that produced a positive result, no matter how small, would help me. It sort of has.