Regarding the political stuff I’m currently living in a state of constant distraction so I don’t dwell on it. Books, games, music, shows, movies, art, anything that makes me feel good that gives me a break from the bleakness of the world. I’d be without SSI and Medicaid if they get cut and would be homeless immediately and without meds. However I think if I had to I could rebuild my life bit by bit. It’s harder for some though I understand.

Anyway, I am trying my best to focus on the good in life and the world. Even the little things. Even though it looks bleak right now