Yeah. My anxiety is out of control right now. Like REALLY out of control. Chest pains. Feel like I can't breathe. Just typical anxious brain thoughts going through my head. Thing is I DON'T watch or read the news. All of my information either comes from my husband or from his mom. My husband told me he wouldn't tell me things anymore because of how upset it made me today.

I took 200mg of seroquel. Need to be unconscious right now for an hour.

Both my daughter and I kind of had a freak out together this morning about it... (she has an anxiety disorder too), which ended with us laughing maniacally like a couple of lunatics.

I was all like, "I'd have to go off all my meds because I wouldn't have insurance! I don't last a week without an AP before I go psychotic! Isn't that great?! And I'd be in the hospital all the time because I'd be constantly ODing again!!!!"

Daughter, laughing hysterically, "Sounds great!!! And daddy would be working all the time!"

Me, "Yeah, isn't that WONDERFUL?!"

My seroquel needs to kick in NOW. When my anxiety is this out of control it's like I become paralyzed with it and can't do anything.