Thank you for your kind replies
I talk because I am stuck in a living nightmare since late 2017 and I am now just corcerned about safety in general
@ReptileInYourHead well, my therapist won't event try to read such thing and is not going to reply. In the best scenario she will use this when going on vacation with her family. Hopefully
@eskielover good for you if you think you made the right choice in each moment. I didn't. I took the wrong path every time and my life is beyond over