Back in Dump's first term my dad kept going around saying Dump and Kushner tried poisoning him with fake vodka... (maybe psychosis does run in the family even if we're just more prone to the drug-induced kind). I'm watching Don't Look Up and it's reminding me too much of early COVID days.

My pdoc referred me to a sleep specialist that I see in April. Filled out a questionnaire that was poorly formatted. "How many hours do you sleep on average?" Umm... some nights I get zero and sometimes I sleep 16 hours out of a 24 hour period? Where's the "no consistency" option or the comment box? I can put "6" and hope they ask me to explain that average has large tails and is not by any means a normal distribution. My median amount of sleep is probably 4 hours, my mode probably 5, my mean probably 8. "How many times do you wake up a night?" Dude, sometimes I feel like I sleep 10 minutes, wake up, sleep 20 minutes, wake up, sleep 12 minutes, wake up, etc. for 5 hours and sometimes I wake up once between 2pm and 8am. Oh well, they're sleep specialists, I'm going to assume they're used to that kind of shyt and the questionnaire is just to see any obvious problems.

I canceled my CM today to go skiing, but I'm not even going skiing. I've decided it's boring af if I do lift operated, so I'm gonna work on building a pair of touring skis so I never have to wait in line or sit down to ascend again! (Also I am barely able to not turn making pasta into a self-harm event so I'm not going to drive to the mountain and put myself 30 feet in the air and in the woods and shyt) But yeah, I'm just gonna drink a crap ton of chamomile tea to try and stay chill.

I'm peeing so freaking much. I've realized I have way too much tea stocked up and have been drinking it like a fiend (I just bought like $100 worth on impulse even though I still had 6 or 7 half full boxes and three tins of loose leaf).

Oh, and the tariff wars with Canada and friends are cool. Our electricity and oil and sometimes wood come from Canada. I hope any of my Trumpian neighbors are pleased with themselves and will continue to do so when the cost of any necessities other than food (sometimes even including food) go up by 25%. I know I'm gonna stock up on camping stove fuel and getting legit winter camping gear on Wednesday.

Just spilled on computer. TTYL