I see the T tomorrow, I just took the two indicators tests. My anxiety is up but that thanks to the orange one and his oligarchy. I don’t know if I’m going to keep seeing her, my last appointment was three weeks ago. That’s too far apart to really settle in and have a sense of closeness that necessary for counseling. In the past when I was seeing Ts it was always one week apart. It doesn’t feel real.

I’m hoping a get a car spot soon. One guy got kicked out. So a spot opened up. Everyone was asking me if I got it. I wish, but I don’t think I’m next. Ohh it would be so nice though!