I don't particularly like THC highs even when they're the kind that don't make me psychotic because I feel good, but I feel "less."
I'm thinking maybe the preference for a dysphoric mood is because it often compares to a choice between feeling (bad) strongly and feeling (good) weakly. As if the "more" I feel, no matter what I feel, is better.
Basically I feel good and I don't like it.
Who relates?
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