Thank you, noweheretorun and Fuzzy.
Things just seem to keep getting worse for me. I haven't felt this miserable for a long, long time. This whole unrequited love issue just got even more complicated. I'm having panic attacks over the stuff I should be doing to prepare for my senior year in college, but can't do because I'm so depressed. I'm alone and lonely 99% of the tiem, and when I am with someone, it's my drug/alcohol abusing 'friends.' I just want to run away for a while.
I'm hurting so much, and I don't know what to do.
Thanks for reading,
J
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"One by one, as they march, our comrades vanish from our sight, seized by the silent orders of omnipotent death. Very brief is the time in which we can help them, in which their happiness or misery is decided. Be it ours to shed sunshine on their path, to lighten their sorrows by the balm of sympathy, to give them the pure joy of a never-tiring affection, to stregthen failing courage, to instill faith in hours of despair."
-Bertrand Russell
With love and hope,
<~/J\~>
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