I’m hoping to get some sleep tonight. 4 nights in a row of 4-5 hours is getting to me. I have an appointment with my psychiatrist tomorrow at 8:30am. It’s a 2 week follow up from when he increased my Thorazine and added the PRN doses 2 weeks ago. I will say my paranoia has gotten better. I’m not having delusions of being poisoned now.

I also noticed I’ve been dissociating less lately. Like it hasn’t happened in over a week now. I’m not sure why. Normally it happens and average of 3 sometimes 4 times a week every week. It’s weird cause I started dissociating last week and I took one of the PRN Thorazine doses and within an hour after taking it I felt perfectly fine and was no longer dissociated. I can’t pull myself out of dissociation most of the time on my own so it had some effect to have done that. Maybe at least by alleviating the anxiety triggering the dissociation in the first place. So that’s cool.