And... as soon as my boss arrived at work yesterday, she began shmoozing with my two colleagues while I was in a professional call for a half hour. She shmoozed with them for the whole half hour I was on a call! Doesn't she have work to do? Wtf is she doing shmoozing with them about music and dj's? And then when I got off my call and tried to join the conversation by asking what they were talking about, my boss didn't attempt to include me in the conversation so I walked away to another colleague's desk to talk to her about how awful my boss is!

I couldn't believe she had the nerve to act that way. I swear she is doing this on purpose to alienate me. She obviously chit chats with my 2 colleagues, but not with me. I hate her.

Two more days in the office to survive. I barely got through the day yesterday.

I had a first therapy appt last night. He will tell me in a week or two if he has a time opening up. He thinks I should see him weekly. I can't really afford that, but maybe I will try to see if I can swing it financially.

I am in such a bind. UGH!