((((((Thunderbear))))))
I feel your pain.  A week ago today was the third anniversry of my mother's passing from a heart attack. I completely understand that feeling of anger towards the doctors.She was literally in the hospital a couple days before for heart palpitations and chest pain, but she got kicked out because of insurance issues. Had she been in the hospital, she might still be here...
I'm so sorry to hear about your mom. PM me if you need anything, whether it's someone to vent frustrations to, a shoulder to cry on, or an ear to listen.
Take care,
 
J
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"One by one, as they march, our comrades vanish from our sight, seized by the silent orders of omnipotent death. Very brief is the time in which we can help them, in which their happiness or misery is decided. Be it ours to shed sunshine on their path, to lighten their sorrows by the balm of sympathy, to give them the pure joy of a never-tiring affection, to stregthen failing courage, to instill faith in hours of despair."
-Bertrand Russell
With love and hope,
<~/J\~>
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