I’m a bit concerned. I got up at 10 to do laundry but ended up going back to bed. I didn’t get up until 2:30, thereabouts. It’s been really hard to get out of bed. Even if I’m not sleeping. I’ve been spending more and more time in bed just idling.

I idle more and more. It started off with staring at the wall or out the window now I just stay in bed with my eyes closed. I’m just turning out the outside world.