I was just told by a nutritionist that I’m severely restricting my food intake. I used to be underweight but I had muscle because of martial arts. Now I have medical reasons I can’t do those anymore. My brain wants it to be like it was 20 years ago but I have serious medical issues from my body storing everything I eat now even though it isn’t much. She said my body is using my muscles for energy even though I am obese according to my primary dr. Life was different before psych meds 20 years ago. I dunno. I am just shocked because she seems to be making me out to be anorexic in my behaviors but I still am much bigger than 20 years ago. This is all so new to me and I’m shocked. I have so many medical problems from being this higher weight it’s not funny! I have liver issues from it and am having a liver biopsy a week from tomorrow because things are so out of control. I blame the 20 years of psych meds. Lately my whole body hurts like I’ve been working out hard. I even went to the dr for all over body aches but every test was negative. I feel like I have the flu. My nutritionist I just started seeing says my body is storing everything I do eat though it isn’t much and using my muscles for fuel. Lately I am very cold. I shiver and can’t warm up. My body temperature is very low too. I needed a hot shower and a hot drink and getting under two blankets and wearing a sweatshirt and jeans to bed just to not shiver yesterday.