My daughter left me 7 years ago(religious beliefs). My wife left me again 7 months ago(called me a narcissist, therapist says I'm not). My son left me a week ago(he has coping skills issues). I had to kick him out for his behavior. He yells, curses, break things, and just stayed in his room playing video games(he's 25, college dropout). My brother refuses to talk to me, he's dealing with minor mental issues. I have no family.

I think I have dependent personality disorder. I'm really alone. I have my own business and struggling with the paperwork, and I'm behind on a lot of taxes and filings.

My house is cluttered and smelly. And thanks to my son, who has been in and out, I have a roach problem.

This is the 3rd time my wife has left me. She left again in April, about 7 months ago. We've been together for 34 years(Im 53, she's 50). She won't talk to me and is very angry when she does. She prefers to text, and she won't talk about us. Also, when she does talk it's like little codes and threats.

I'm scared, lonely, and depressed. I hide in my house. I check my mail at night. I'm embarrassed to be seen by my neighbors. I've always delt with a minor case of social anxiety. I just thought she was my forever. I'm scared. I was sitting on the couch and I felt my heart just stop, followed by a pain. It lasted for about 6 or 7 seconds.