Great grandmother died in psych ward at 43 from an ice bath. My mother's entire family was sick and I followed in their footsteps. My genes are horrible.
There is no such thing as help in healthcare system and I proved it last 40 years. No one listened to me and just stared at me when I was incapacitated every time I was admitted to hospitals. I had seven nervous breakdowns in early 90s and went to best hospital in the country and all the psychologist did every time was stare at me and didn't say a word.
I don't like complaining. All l wanted was a regular life and I tried real hard but it never happened. I've had enough of this.