I drew a little only 2 pictures today after that washing machine drama. The panda turned out okay the other kind of blah (both in creative corner forum). I'm starting to think I may not be too bad at drawing bears as my polar bear also turned out pretty good.
Edited: I got to thinking...In the past if I'd had so many times of the washing machine flooding all over the place, I would have broken down into tears and been inconsolabe. But that hasn't happened these past few times. Don't get my wrong, I'm definitely NOT happy to have water all over the place and to own this particular washing machine, but it could be worse. It couldn't have been sewage water all over the place, and while my washing machine sucks, I do at least own a washing machine that works most days, and I don't have to spend hours at the laundromat, not to mention how expensive laudromats have gotten these days!
The SAD lamp along with the extra 50 mg Seroquel daily have helped me so, so much. I am really grateful for this wonderful period of stability, just knowing life can be okay and minor stresses don't cause me to lose it completely these days.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD
Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in.
--Leonard Cohen
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