(((((((chaotic, sky, miss, em)))))))))))))))

yeah chaotic - that's it. I'm trying. I know it's good for me (the yoga) and i know that i have to reconnect with the body (that's the part I'm dreading and ignoring) but i am making the effort.
I used to be a dancer but quit when the panic got too bad (yep miss, that's exactly it).
Plus i was just in a bad space to begin with.... but that seems to be happening every day when i don't have work. I am trying to get a schedule - it's not not worked yet.

thanks all!!!!!!!!!!! many thanks.