i started a new job a month ago. i am on a probationary period for six months. i have been making mistakes here and there and each time i feel like that is one more reason for them to let me go. i guess this is because i was let go on a temp job without any warning last year. that traumatized me because to this day i don't know why. i am always afraid that will happen again. i really want to keep this job. i can be a bit dense which is why i am making mistakes. i really want to do better. i am trying to tell myself if i do get let go there is a good reason and i must not give up and just have to try to find a job i will be better at.